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Take the advice of a faithful friend

That was the advice she gave…it was practical and appeared heart felt. If only she knew that in that moment she would be making a choice that she could never take back. After all who wouldn’t listen to her, she was kind even tempered and full of influence. Allison had not know Josh long but on the advice of Kate she took a leap of “faith” and told herself that she would be ok. The loud voices in her head were all wrong. How could she know that the situations from her past were the light house beckoning her to swim to safer shores, but Kate said that it was a good idea. He was cute funny and for the first time paid attention to her. He gave her the attention that she craved and filled a place in her that was in drought for so many seasons. How could she know where it would lead Kate’s advice was sound but was it right for Allison. She gave it pause and told herself that all things considered it would be easier to follow through with her decision rather than turn back…
Allison Elle  Smith
March 15th 1988 – November 9th 2008
Loving daughter, sister , friend
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Blake

You do not have to know where you are going to be headed in the right direction.

She paused to catch her breath. She had been running as fast as she could the whole way.

It was a cool fall day. I crept with the cold in the shade. What a fool i thought to myself . Playing these games to fill my days. I found a shadow to sit into and watch all the other children chase their own reasons for making believe. My seventh birthday party.

The sun opens up with my eyes. The new day breaks through the window.  Diluted warmth lays golden on my skin reminding of a past lovers touch. I worry there is not enough time to accomplishes something before i die. The warmth flickers as i hear the trees begin to chatter. I place my feet on the floor and think about my options. My intuition tells me to leave now and not worry with the consequence . I will regret this.

The sun paused to catch her breath. The day was close behind and she had been running the whole way. Where are you going i asked? “You don’t have the know where your going to be headed the right way”. she said. “Stay” I begged.  i will come to you when i can she replied and eased behind the mountains.

The shadows grew larger building my anxiety. I will stay awake all night. Just in case you come for me.

breathe.

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everyone is lucky

Blake

‘Every one feels lucky for having you as a friend’

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